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himself live

by Andy White

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    The original CD released in 1990. Andy found two boxes of them under the stairs.

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1.
If Ireland is the stepmother of America and America the crystal ball she gave away well I must be the fortune-teller’s grandson come to polish it up in a groovy kind of way a groovy kind of way If words are the six strings of a guitar and the guitar is the story of today well I must be the dictionary’s tightrope c’mon walk on me in a groovy kind of way a groovy kind of way You asked me what I did and what I wanted to do this is the only way that I can explain to you and it’s true If Eve was the one who bit the apple and Adam was the one who wrote the play well I’d rather not be Shakespeare but the apple and get peeled in a groovy kind of way If Cherry has billion-dollar lipstick and her smile is always telling me to stay well I must be the richest man in history in a groovy kind of way a groovy kind of way You asked me what I did and what I wanted to do this is the only way that I can explain to you and it’s true If Ireland is the stepmother of America and America the crystal ball she gave away well I must be the fortune-teller’s grandson come to polish it up in a groovy kind of way a groovy kind of way I’m feeling GROOVY
2.
I can feel the breeze freeze in the leaves on the trees and the radio down on Margaret Street this autumn must be coming on quicker than I ever expected and the girls down on the block are singing so softly it’s at times like these that everything falls into perspective And you ask me what I’m thinking why that’s impossible to say in your arms I’m a million miles away It all happened so fast I knew it would last until one of us had to crash only thing is I always thought it would be me and I still can see your face as you turned into a long-lost photograph you always moved so gracefully And you asked me what I’m singing about well it must just be the time of the day in your arms I’m a million miles away And you asked me to forget about you to that what else is there to say except look up at the stars they’re a million miles away look up at the stars they’re a million miles away look up at the stars they’re a million miles away
3.
The lights are low in Ireland tonight and I’m on the northern highway the goats are in the garden and the radio’s playing My Way my car’s seen better days none of them with me and this fine white line’s the borderline separating you and me Well I’m thinking about a friend of mine he says ‘I’ve got so many strings to my bow’ I said ‘If you want to follow the easy road you better follow the one you know’ He ended up in the middle of the road I wound up on six string street he’s happy today in the middle of the road and I’m on six string street I worked in an office into ’86 and the walls were painted grey but I still get fluorescent flashes out on this northern highway not about my employment it was no big deal but a girl I knew was the one who changed the way I feel she says ‘I know you care about this affair but it can’t go on you know’ I said ‘If you’re looking for your Home Sweet Home you better just get up and go’ She ended up in the middle of the road I wound up on six string street she’s happy today in the middle of the road and I’m on six string street Rockin’ Now I’ve found myself in the countryside maybe later on I’ll settle down my heart is in these fields and my true love’s still in the town she says ‘I can’t sort out my life and I certainly can’t sort out you’ I said ‘baby that’s the last thing I hoped that you would do’ Come with me and set yourself free straight down the middle of six string street Come with me and set yourself free straight down the middle of six string street This is the circus and this is the train goes down the middle of six string street
4.
Your jail sentence jewellery packed up with my tomfoolery in your case inside folded late edition newspapers telling of crimes of passion committed in haste you called a taxi from the coast driven by one of your previous lovers’ ghosts he’s calling at three but he ain’t calling for me the way you’re looking you hardly can wait for the freeze-out Your high-wire security is protected the cruelty that you wear it’s murderously beautiful as it hovers through the fog and through your hair you’ve got a list of famous people who can’t be loved they can only be bought jack-knife justice blinds my telephone lines the way you’re leaving you’re leaving me in no doubt this is the freeze-out TV Cubans whisper crisp conundrums In these doldrums of the days we’ve spent after all the future promised I’m confounded by just too much present tense of all the hours God gave me there are none I’d rather be without God wears different clothes but everybody knows you’re naked on fortune’s roundabout spinning into the freeze-out... While heavens hammer window panes it’s Cupid’s rain that twists into my soul the person whom I spoke to had your name but that was all may your roses bloom in somebody else’s room you were always driven by your heart the clouds are opening the weather exploding I surrender to nature’s invisible art of a freeze-out This is the freeze-out
5.
You think you are the civilised epitome of earth and fire and water wind and sky and sea but we ride a slow train from hope to despair and life’s great mystery is reclining in your hair Don’t you know you just jumped out of a tree can’t you see we just jumped out of a tree The Earth is heating up and it’s cooling down there’s planes falling out of the sky the Ayatollah’s screaming MURDER at some literary guy have we learnt nothing about where we’ve been has all of history been nothing but a dream Don’t you know you just jumped out of a tree can’t you see we just jumped out of a tree Beat your wings shake your tail stamp your feet woman and wail spread your wings and you will see that we we just jumped out of a tree… Have you been savaged by the sweet smell of success where nobody dares to say no and everybody’s yelling yes thank God for my guitar and your pretty little drumming shoes better turn it up real real loud we got nothing left to lose Don’t you know we just jumped out of a tree can’t you see we just crawled out of the sea Don’t you know we just jumped out of that tree can’t you see we just crawled out of the sea Just crawled out of the sea
6.
They talk and they torture and murder with words and delight in the violence the whole world observes while criminal protection is all that they serve The deaths they are many and the words are all worn with twenty years gone can another twenty be borne? The trains they have stopped and the barns are all empty except for money for guns of that there’s still plenty to provide the newspapers with another obscenity The deaths they are many and the words are all worn with twenty years gone can another twenty be borne? Whose land is this? Let it be known that a life is a life wherever you’re born and when you bash your Bible you cast the first stone The deaths they are many and the words are all worn with twenty years gone can another twenty be borne? And your words that are evil and your people who have died will come back to curse you wherever you hide The political facts are as clear as the sky on a December day when the river runs high the political facts are just you and I The deaths they are many and the words are all worn with twenty years gone can another twenty be born? And these words they are wasted and the deaths they are torn from the womb of the land born only in war And these words may be wasted but not if you hear the sound of the next twenty coming near
7.
Home county night October ’74 a couple quickly kissed and headed for the door no one around heard the getaway car roar cos the bar room soldiers they were yelling out for more the bomb blew at nine and the soldiers they died we’ve got to catch the guilty no one can deny We’d better round up somebody call them The Guildford Four doesn’t matter who just as long as there are four Three men off the Belfast boat met up in London with a girl on the DHSS line they hung out in a squat stoned most of the time they took it all so easy and watched the world go by not society’s favourites but that ain’t a crime We’d better round up somebody call them The Guildford Four stick them inside so fast their feet don’t even touch the floor So they rounded up these crack terrorist bums and took them all away in black ambulances painted especially for the day at the trial their alibis were fatally misproved the judge he cracked his knuckles for the six o’clock news with sheep written on your foreheads you better watch out for the wolves We’d better round up somebody call them The Guildford Four stick them inside and slam that patriotic door Seven weeks later at the Balcombe Street siege the police caught the criminals who confessed to the deed they said ‘you got the wrong guys’ but the appeal was rejected the sentence said ‘natural life’ and the law cannot correct it Better round up somebody call them The Guildford Four because we named them they must be The Guildford Four Victims of circumstance call it what you will when you next walk out the door they’ll be lying there still hear their families crying they’ll be lying there still justice better get up off its ass well I hope that it will We’d better round up somebody call them The Guildford Four one day they name you guilty next thing you find out that you are
8.
Sally plucks her eyebrows and steals a cigarette from under the nose of the one she supposes is as good as she’s gonna get if it wasn’t for her family situation if it wasn’t for his Vauxhall Chevette if it wasn’t for their forthcoming engagement she’d be running away from him far far away from him forgetting they’d ever met On her own under the pale moonlight Little Jimmy feels like Oliver Twist he’s on the Victorian rock’n’roll the government have granted him a brand new begging bowl if it wasn’t for his scrapheap education if it wasn’t for his poverty strike-struck stroll if it wasn’t for the money dispensed on the defence of his nation he’d be fed and clothed and fit and well to climb right out of that hole On his own under the pale moonlight The Shakespeares have got every bohemian qualification they’ve even got a portrait of a photocopy of their upwardly mobile home if it wasn’t for the advertising screening and it wasn’t for the size of a portable phone if it wasn’t for the dinner party this evening I get the feeling they’d rather be just a little more alone On their own under the pale moonlight Everything goes round in circles and the ties that bind you seem like they’ll never end this boat is leaking some people say it's sinking this is a fine time to leave me my friend Now you’re asking me why it was I first fell in love with you you’re asking me to tell you and to tell you true it wasn’t for the look in your eyes that evening and it wasn’t for what happened later that night it was the sight of you your face turned up to God's blue impossible light the pale moonlight I'm talking about the pale the pale moonlight
9.
I had to get back to Belfast City where the jeeps are green and the girls are pretty London town’s been getting me down got to get out before the leaves turn brown You and me both heading North backdoor drifters on an exile’s course Belfast city but it could be anywhere we’re birds of passage flying through the air Birds of passage leaving no forwarding address no name no number no nationality and no need to even impress The marching band plays snare-shot tirades while Mother Ireland sways like a stripper on stage and the politicians mix religious drinks with a twist of the tricks they nicked from all the Old Testament plagues You and me both staying up late playing tapes well past the sell-by date Birds of passage leaving no forwarding address it pays to wait all week to discover Sunday’s best Everything American is on sale because it happened in a movie so long ago up and down the women go talking about the cinema on the Sandy Row You and me know being born here wanting to leave is like learning how to breathe For us birds of passage leaving no forwarding address me in my passport suit you in your non-political party dress Now it’s getting near time to be moving on getting restless doesn’t take that long I’ll meet you at the clock down by the docks where the birds swoop down from their parking lots You and me both driven so close the pillow is our pillar and the coast our post Birds of passage we’re leaving no forwarding address oh when we fly this close I can almost feel your your breath Birds of passage flying from the face of failure right into success too much no today no tomorrow don’t they even know the meaning of the word yes They should try a little hometown a little hometown tenderness I’d rather have roses than guns
10.
He came with his saints his pen and his thoughts and a very neat line in all the clothes he had bought he got a nice nice suit and a big big drink this is the guy – well what do you think? Good luck St. Patrick today He came in the year of God knows when he got saints and scholars whores and robbers and a load of hens he got a very neat line in nothing in particular
11.
LOVE YOU I YOU LOVE I I YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE OH YEAH
12.
I’m walking past your place today wondering what we’re gonna say I’ve been thinking about turning you loose and that maybe today we’d be telling each other the truth but we’ll never I’ll be loving you forever That’s the whole the whole love story Well the hazy rain’s gone and I’m starting to learn you’ve got to light whatever you want then let it burn I see an open window I see your open mind I’m thinking maybe this is the time that we should unwind unwind but you’ll never I’ll be loving you forever That’s the whole the whole love story The beginning and the middle and the end chapters one two three four five six seven eight nine and ten tell it to me the whole love story
13.
It comes in a dream and it leaves and it seems to be magic

about

On New Year's Eve 2020, at the end of a long and strange year, Andy and his son Sebastian went to into the studio in Melbourne to record a live performance of Andy's 1990 album 'himself'. Rod McVey joined them from Holywood, Co. Down. They had planned a Belfast show to mark the album's 30th anniversary but, as Andy writes below, "things got in the way".

This is the only place where you can download a high quality version of the concert audio and order the original CD. Andy found two boxes under the stairs. We've tried to keep the price down because it'll be posted from Australia. Hope you understand. Andy will sign the CD - just ask in a note with your order.

You can watch the concert, which premiered on January 31, 2021, on our Youtube channel (there's a link on this page).

"It's difficult to describe why Himself was such an important album for me. The third album is supposed be the difficult one, but I always thought of 'himself' as the lucky one. I was skint, living between a friend's place in the countryside and my Mum and Dad's. Driving a beaten up Mazda 323 held together by paint and writing songs on my six string acoustic again. These songs.

Scraped together the money to record a demo in Donegal. This turned into the album - Rod McVey and I finished it in Homestead, where the first two were recorded. Terri Hooley at Good Vibrations in Belfast put out Six String Street, Cooking Vinyl the album, and I was back on the road again. Going independent meant I started to tour Europe for the first time. I remember seeing the first copy of the album in East Berlin at the festival where I wrote Berlin 6 a.m., and hearing The Pale Moonlight on the radio on the top of a Swiss mountain where I was playing a show for Couleur 3. Skiers, snow, and the sound of a faraway Donegal recording studio.

That's the story, but mostly it's the songs which are written in my soul. So many words. I thought before this show that they might be gone, then they came tumbling out again. Freeze Out. Birds of Passage.

Just before 20 changed to 21, Sebastian and I went up to the studio to play the whole album all the way through. We were going to play a special Belfast concert at the end of last year to celebrate the anniversary, but things got in the way. Rod joined us from his studio in Holywood. We recorded it and filmed it on our phones. This is the first time I've played all the songs from start to finish and it was an emotional experience. Hope you enjoy it. Rave on."

credits

released January 31, 2021

Andy White - vocal, guitar, bass pedals
Rod McVey - Hammond organ
Sebastian White - drums

Recorded by Andy and Rod and mixed by Andy at The Growlery, Melbourne
Mastered by Mark Tulk at Small House Creative in New York
Artwork by Sebastian White via Caramel Crunch

After you download the show, if possible, line up the tracks with no gaps!

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